Go Big Or Go Home

I’m going a little quote crazy today. Sorry :)

Don’t lose yourself in this crazy world. Don’t change for anyone. There are people out there who love you for who you are.

If he texts you and you aren’t as excited as you used to be & your stomach doesn’t flutter as much as it used to, think about that. Maybe things change..and that’s okay.

I’m disgusted with the path you took.

I drink coffee like water and I still never know what to say. I still don’t know how to get out of bed half the time. It’s not pretty, or endearing. I whisper you secrets, I am still looking to be saved. Sometimes I am so weak, sometimes I am so strong. Here you go, I’ll give you everything for one more chance. My heart is ugly, but it could be all yours.

Somewhere deep inside your heart, there’s someone you’re dying to forget and living to remember.

Oh excuse me, I’m sorry. I guess I’m getting tired of being the last thing on your mind.

I’m sorry, but I’m an insecure sixteen year old girl. I likely won’t believe half the shit that comes out of 99% of people’s mouths. Mainly because of shit people like you have put me through.

You are on the phone with him and all the sudden you say his name and he just snaps again, saying he doesn’t want to talk to you. And at the moment your heart just breaks.

And as they stood outside her house and he told her all his lies to pull her again and for tomorrow to come she new he would never call her. But at that moment she just closed her eyes and tried to hang onto this moment. Because she new it wasn’t going to last. She was going to have to say goodbye to him and she would watch him drive out, and as she stood there she new the next few days were gonna kill her.

What if this time, I don’t say hi first? What if this time, I don’t text you back? What if this time, I leave you wondering? Yeah what if this time, your the one left feeling fucked over.

Shut the fuck up, grow some balls, and stop feeding me your lies. I don’t believe a word you say anymore, I hope you’re happy.

I can’t even remember the day I truly got over you, the day the pain went away and my heart recieved clarity. I can’t remember it, but I’m so thankful. I’m thankful that all the wasted hours thinking of you and waiting for your call and the way you used me is all finally over and I’m happy. I’m happy to live life without you holding me down. Keeping my mind and heart contained. 

The hardest part about breaking up is when the next day, as you’re opening your notebook, all you can see is the ‘I LOVE HIM’ scribbled all over.

Messing up his life isn’t the best revenge. It’s getting on with yours and living it to the fullest that kills him.

It’s easier when I don’t see you, when I don’t hear your name. That’s why I don’t talk about you, and avoid looking at you in class. It’s not because I’m embarrassed, or ashamed about our past. It’s more that it’s a lot easier to move on without you there.

It’s hard to determine whether you really have feelings for someone or you are just carried away by the good things they do. Which is why you cannot say if you are returning the love or just returning the favor.

Never stop loving someone because you never know when they might start loving you back. But if that person won’t change, wait until your heart voluntarily quits.

We can’t go back to how things used to be. Nothing is ever going to be the same. It’s not my fault, so don’t blame me. You’re the one who decided to leave.